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You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.


You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised

The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

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* 12.5.08 *
the celebration for mothers' day ended 1/2hr ago. so here i am uploading a picture of my new york cheesecake. it's not really fantastic but since it's my first cake that i bake, i guess i did it quite well (just that the cake was not chilled when we ate but the taste was good just a little too soggy for the crust) i bake the cake with my younger sis, she help as much as she can given that she had a stomachache and fell asleep while i somehow struggle with the ingredients (there's no big mixing bowl at home so i mix the ingredients in 2 portions.) overall, i love the cheesecake (it's creamy and sweet) and i am going to bake one again soon before baking other type of cake and cheesecake.

to add on, i didn't do much of my homework. so here i am struggling. I've been rather busy today: breakfast with mummy and sis. baking the cake (it's not as easy as it seems to be... i used the whole day to bake it). dinner with dad and sis. in between: medical check-up for obs, buying of ingredients, photo taking for obs. talking about obs. I've got to sacrifice my spec course phase 2 and i hate that. my cadets are going for it and i can't go. argh! so frustrating. I've been trying hard to be good in everything that i do that i guess i am pressuring myself too much. can i excel in everything? i really want to and i know each and everyone of us wants to. is it hard work or talent? or both? when can i do well for everything? i was a perfectionist. it's not like i am not now but i am getting tired of having the idea that everything will be perfect when everything is not at all perfect or at any point in time near to perfect. everyday i look at the poster with Koo Qi Hui top student of 2003 at the main gate of the school, wondering- will i ever have a similar banner that reads Ang Qi Hui top student of 2009? maybe i am just being too naive...


the daydreamer
1:03 AM